I’m so discouraged.

I don’t understand why no one will hire me.

I don’t understand why places want you to fill out job applications online, but then they don’t even check them, so then you feel like you have to go in and apply. And then they just tell you to apply online.

I don’t understand what the fuck is taking so long to process my damn subbing paper work so I can at the very least be subbing.

Fuck this.